Nervous Breakdown!!

Banyak benda jadi hari ni.

1. Bincang ngan En. Zai tadi kena submit paper untuk seminar postgraduate sebelum 1 Sept. Seminar pada 11 Sept. Format IEEE. Nak wat tajuk apa ye? (sapa2 pandai network, TOLONG!!)

2. Pejam celik pejam celik lagi 4 bulan kena habiskan master. Kalau tak, akan timbul masalah kewangan. Lepas ni dah kena jimat cermat. Tak boleh balik Kedah selalu. Insuran keta bulan Nov. Road tax lagi. Terpaksa cari keje part time plak. En. Zai nak tolong. Tapi ajar Database sem depan tu just dapat RM600 je. Kena la ikat perut. Nak bayar keta n nak saving utk kawin lagi. Prof Yazid ada cakap suruh jadi RA dia. RM1500. Harap2 dapat la.

3. He say sumthing yang menakutkan!! Nak nangis!!! Too early laa.. Banyak lagi cita2 tak tercapai nih. Cana nih..

4. Stuck dengan analysis. PC wat hal lagi. Tak detect hard disk plak!!!

5. Student 'menari ronggeng' coz kelas kena batal 2 minggu berturut2 sebab nak pegi konvo kak teh. Heheh.. Hepi ye?? Nah, amik korang assignment untuk 2 minggu. Hahaha... Don't play play with me

6. Nak stop blog coz nak tumpu writing thesis. Tapi, blog ni lah tempat nak lepaskan segala yang terbuku. Nak mengelak dari buang masa mungkin kena stop blog hopping. Huhu...

7. Rabbi Yassir, wala tu'assir. Rabbi tammim wa kammil bil khayr.. Ilahi Anta maqsudi wa ridhaka mathlubi, waghfirli kulli zanbi..

8. Insaf tgk ada satu family OKU pagi tadi naik motor roda 3. 4 beranak. Anak 2 org bawak motor. Bawak mak ayah kat compartment tepi kiri motor dia. Huhu... Nak nangess.. Rasa cam nak bagi tumpang aje. Tapi haluan lain2.

9. Nak dengar nasyid arab best2 boleh bukak blog saya lagi satu. Blog Lirik Nasyid.

10. Abah cakap kalo rindu cepat2 balik jumpa abah. Balik peluk abah n teman abah. Huwaaaaaaaa!! Lagi la breakdown arini. Huwaaaa!! Nak balik recharge semangat la depan mak abah.

11. Makna nervous breakdown dari web http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/nervous-breakdown/AN00476:

The term "nervous breakdown" is used by the public to characterize a wide range of mental illnesses. Nervous breakdown is not a medical term and doesn't indicate a specific mental illness. Generally, the term describes a person who is severely and persistently emotionally distraught and unable to function at his or her normal level.

Often, when people refer to having a nervous breakdown, they're describing severe depression. Signs and symptoms of severe depression include:

• Agitation or restlessness
• Difficulty or inability to stop crying
• Sleeping difficulties
• Dramatic appetite changes
• Indecision

The causes of mental illness usually aren't clear. But these factors may play a role:

• Stress
• Drug and alcohol use
• Coexisting medical conditions, such as thyroid disorders and certain vitamin deficiencies
• Genetics

Currently having all those 5 symptoms. Too much stress. Too much pressure. Too much hope. Too much work. I think I must have a break. I must go somewhere else where only me, and mother nature. I must recharge to survive.
ALLAH! Help me!Please help me, your poor slave..